Tag Archives: Depression


Doug Leddin writes:

Yesterday evening I shared a story about my struggle over the past 10 years with depression and trying to encourage others to open up and talk to friends and family.

In 12 hours its been shared a few thousand times and watched over 200,000 times and I am getting so many positive comments from friends,family and strangers.

[Dublin radio station] Spin1038 shared it off their own back and it made me think maybe I should reach out to news outlets I read every day. I am a big reader of  Broadsheet and think the video (above) and article [link below] could help some people. Thank you.

Doug Leddin (facebook)

2015-05-11Lisa Naylor

Niamh Kelly writes:

I am writing on behalf on my friend Lisa Naylor, who is too unwell to write herself. Lisa has been battling depression and an eating disorder for many years, and has been surviving quite well until recently. Four weeks ago her community team diagnosed her with a major depressive episode and recommended that she goes into inpatient care to maintain her own safety, as she is extremely suicidal and has tried multiple times to end her life.
She has tried both the public and private system and due to overcrowding and paperwork, four weeks later she is at home alone all day every day fighting every minute to survive. She is tired and has given up. She no longer wants the pain of life and cannot keep begging for help only to be turned away at every avenue.
Below is a copy of an email she sent three days ago to the Minister for Health and the Mental Health Commission.I, and all of Lisa’s loved ones are praying and fighting her case as best we can and would really appreciate if you could highlight this issue.

My name is Lisa Naylor, I am 30 years old and I suffer from depression and an eating disorder. I have been struggling with this current period of illness for over a year and have attempted suicide multiple times and been hospitalised twice; once in John of Gods and once in Lois Bridges. I am currently under the care of Coolock Mental Health Clinic, and have been put under home care as I was seen as too unwell to attend my local day hospital.

Four weeks ago I advised my registrar that I could no longer see a way out of my depression and could not guarantee my safety. After extensive interviews with my doctor, nurses and a local consultant it was decided I needed a short stay in hospital in order to ensure my safety and give my mind a rest from the constant struggle with my self harm and suicidal impulses.

Luckily, I have health insurance, and referrals were immediately sent to St John of Gods and St Patrick’s Hospitals asking for admission for a major depressive episode. In the last four weeks I have spent my days fighting against every fibre of my being to give in to the never ending voices in my head, urging me to end my pain.

I have been self harming almost daily and spend hours face down in a toilet, forcing myself to throw up whatever I have eaten. I feel no joy, I feel no contentment, I feel nothing but self loathing and pain. All day, everyday.

I have been told that as a result of my eating disorder I must wait until the end of May for an assessment in St Pat’s, that I cannot be given a bed to keep me safe until after this date. St John of God’s refuses to answer multiple phone calls and voice mails about an admission.

I have been advised that the public ward in Beaumont is not an option as they are at crisis point. My very dedicated HSE team have literally run out of options and can give me no answers or reassurances.

I am 30, I am suffering, and I have nothing left to give. It took everything I had to tell my doctor how I felt and it was all for nothing. I am going to die because I asked for help and nobody answered.

I am not sending you this email for pity, or dramatic effect, but to highlight the fact that something is very wrong with our mental health system. I am going to die because of paperwork. Please, do not let this happen to someone else.

Lisa Naylor

Down the hole, with a bumped head and bruised soul (Lisa Naylor)


Andreas Lubitz competing in a Lufthansa marathon in 2013

…To conclude that his [Andreas Lubitz]  role in the [Germanwings] crash was the automatic consequence of any history of mental illness would be irresponsible and damaging. There has been no suggestion that males should be prohibited from becoming pilots, that Germans are unfit to fly, or that 27-year-olds should not be let loose in the cockpit. Only one factor has been picked over: Lubitz’s mental health.

The truth is that people with depression are all around us – they are our teachers and solicitors; our plumbers and health professionals. Data obtained following a recent freedom of information request revealed that more than 40,000 NHS staff took sick leave as a result of stress, anxiety and depression in 2014. Up to 20% of those are likely to be medical doctors; indeed, doctors are significantly more likely to experience depression than the general population. Having depression does not necessarily make you unfit to work, but, based upon the headlines in many of today’s papers you could be forgiven for thinking that it does.

Don’t blame depression for the Germanwings tragedy (Masuma Rahim, Guardian)

Andreas Lubitz hid illness: Everything we know on Friday about Germanwings plane crash co-pilot (Telegraph)

(Wolfgang Nass/BILD)

Thanks Spaghetti Hoop

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Professional help is not.

The price of being depressed in Ireland.

Oisin McKenna writes:

“This week, Twitter was inundated with urges to Please Talk. This happens every few months, often at a time when poor mental health has affected someone in the public eye, and resulted in tragedy. Spurred on by the tragedy of the event, masses of people surge towards Twitter to express their upset, and urge anyone also suffering from mental illness, to make sure this does not happen to them. #PleaseTalk. This is the advice given to them.

I am a long term sufferer of chronic depression and an anxiety disorder. To those of you urging myself and others suffering from similar diseases to just talk, I want to know; who are you suggesting I talk to? What do you think I should say to them? What action would you advise this person to take? And what do you think would be a positive outcome? Seriously. When you advise me to “Please Talk”, what do you actually mean? Talk, and then what?

I have been talking for years.

Let’s make it clear from the start, that talking only constitutes a tiny part of the solution to poor mental health. A real solution requires massive economic, social, and cultural shifts in the provision of medical care for mental health. Centring the narrative on the importance of victims simply “talking” about mental health, moves the responsibility and blame to the sufferer, and away from the society and social policies that so often inhibit their recovery. It places the impetus for recovery on the victim, not on the services, support and treatment they require and should be entitled to, that are too often, simply not available to them.

It is tempting to reassure a vulnerable person that if they only just seek out help, that there will be an abundance of help available, help that is financially accessible, broadly available, and of a high quality. However, this undermines the fact that there is a huge deficit in the quality and accessibility of support available. We need to be able to say that services and attitudes in relation to mental health are catastrophically inadequate, whilst still reassuring the vulnerable that they can get better.

Urging the mentally ill to talk is absolutely not enough. By simply encouraging people to talk and not thinking about what the consequent aftermath of this is, we are essentially ignoring the entire fraught process of recovery.

Let’s talk about that.

I talk regularly to my boyfriend, parents and close friends about my condition. I’ve spoken with them about it for quite a while. They are supportive and kind and I appreciate that very much. But what are they meant to do? My boyfriend is not a medical professional. My parents are not medical professionals. My friends and co-workers are absolutely not medical professionals. And none of them are in any position to administer medical treatment, for my medical condition.

Naturally the next port of call would of course be to speak to actual medical professionals. This is a much more difficult thing to do than just “talking” however, because medical care for mental health in this country is really, really expensive.

I am 23. Like many people my age, I work in low-paid, unsecure, administrative and service work, but I do have a full time job. My weekly earnings are €16 too much to be eligible for a GP card, but paying for treatment is a huge strain that sometimes I can’t afford. I now pay for GP visits and my monthly prescription of sertraline. I used to go to counselling too, but after applying for an overdraft to keep up with payments for the sessions, was no longer able to go. I still haven’t paid off the overdraft.

Just because someone is employed, and thus not eligible for a medical card, does not mean they can afford even basic medical treatment. A huge proportion of those living in poverty in this country have jobs.

The economic realities of austerity and poverty in which many young people find themselves, are huge contributing factors to poor mental health, but they are also the barriers that can block off any viable hope of professional medical treatment. There are free and low cost services available like Pieta House and the Samaritans, but these are emergency, temporary solutions, and do not necessarily aid in day to day recovery.

Let’s imagine economic inequality was no barrier, and we could all comfortably afford to receive all the medical treatment we require. Unfortunately, this would not mean that this medical treatment would be administered in a professional manner, in line with best international practice.

Provision of care for mental health is too often left up to the GPs’ own personal biases and beliefs, without any solid grounding in actual medical experience. I have encountered GPs who have been aggressive, flippant, and completely reductive when dealing with mental health issues. My own experience, and that of so many of my peers, has been of full-on dismissal when discussing mental health with a GP. I have been to several GPs who could not understand why I was depressed. As a young person, they expected me to have no major reason to be mentally ill, despite being a 20-24 year old male, and thus within the one of the most at risk demographics for suicide in this country.

I have been to too many GPs who don’t really think mental health is a real thing. I have been to too many counsellors more interested in opening chakras or passing judgement than in following best psychotherapeutic practice. There is a proud tradition in Irish medicine of not following best international practice, but instead, following the individual “ethics” of the practitioner or institution. This has been particularly evident in maternity care. My own experience has led me to believe it is true of care for mental health as well.

My worst experience with a GP was when after confiding in him that I was suicidal, he brusquely prescribed 3 months citalopram, and told me to make sure I didn’t “top” myself before I returned.

At the end of this prescription I did not have enough money to renew it, and the GP’s behaviour had badly dented my trust in medical support. Because of this, I did not try to seek any help elsewhere. I stopped taking my medication, and went into a period of breakdown, where I found it extremely difficult to get out of bed or leave the house, and seriously considered suicide. This was not because I was too afraid to talk. It was because, economically, I was not in a position to continue treatment, and the treatment I had received was poor, disrespectful, and completely contrary to best medical practice.

Who is responsible for this? What standard of care can we expect? Who regulates this? What’s the protocol?

I am aware that there are some excellent GPs out there, capable of providing outstanding care to those suffering with poor mental health, but frankly, I do not earn enough money to be fucking around with multiple GPs, until I find one in a position to provide an adequate level of care. GPs need to display a minimum level of sensitivity, empathy, and knowledge when it comes to mental health issues. There is no room for error or individual “ethics” on this.

I am not discouraging those suffering with poor mental health from reaching out and talking about it. I would absolutely encourage it. But we need to get specific and pragmatic about what we mean when we say to these sufferers, “Please talk”.

What I am saying is, I am talking all the time, and have been doing so for years.

But talking does not improve the availability and accessibility of proper medical treatment. Talking does not in any way alleviate the economic and social barriers to receiving this treatment, and talking does not ease the access to pragmatic, medical information on how to cope with your illness. Talking does not guarantee the quality of this medical service, and it does not guarantee best medical practice and non-biased attitudes from the GPs and other professionals who administer it. Talking does not suddenly mean that your friends and family will have access to the information, expertise, sensitivity and strength to adequately support you in your illness, and it does not mean they will even chose to support you at all.

Talking is not always the issue. I have been talking for years, and I am still as sick as I have ever been. I am talking right now. Now what?

Again, I am not in any way suggesting that people suffering with depression and other mental illnesses should not seek help. What I am calling for is a massive and collective improvement of the services and support offered to those victims when they do seek help, and a re-evaluation of the patronising and reductive attitude of those who see “Please talk” as a solution that is in any way adequately befitting of the problem.

What I am calling for is a redistribution of focus away from simply urging people to seek help, but to ensuring that there is help for them to seek in the first place – help that is immediately accessible, of exceptionally high quality, and available irrespective of the patient’s financial position. It takes a huge amount of courage and strength to seek help for mental illness. When anyone does so, it is imperative that the help they seek is provided.

Oisin McKenna

Please Talk To Who? – A thing about mental health treatment in Ireland Oisin McKenna)








From top: Kat Clinch, Emma-Jane Stoker Phelan, Jack Danaher, Ian Mooney, Kasia Sweirad and Conor Clancy.

Stephen Garry, welfare officer at Trinity College Dublin Students’ Union  writes:

Last week I talked to 12 TCD students about their experiences with Mental Health Problems. We’re hoping that their bravery will encourage more people to talk, as the first step on the road to recovery.

 Previously: Staying Alive


You may recall former Cork hurler Conor Cusack’s blog about how he tackled his depression…


[Conor Cusack’s] story raises some troubling questions, not least about the notion of “chemical imbalance” in the brain. And how many people are, perhaps, being misdiagnosed by psychiatrists?

Talk “therapy” works by helping people to get a new perspective on their problems and especially on the inadequate or flawed way they respond to them.

But with depression now a massive and growing problem in the modern world we need to ask if our secularised culture is actually giving people a distorted perspective on life.

Has the rejection of faith in a loving God, for example, left people feeling unbearably alone and isolated?

Is the loss of belief in eternal life creating an unrealistic pressure for happiness in this life? And a black hopelessness about the future?

With so much distress, including much depression, arising from distorted pride, do we need to forget about “self-esteem” and find a better understanding of humility?

How can we cope with unavoidable emotional or physical pain when we have abandoned the notion of redemptive suffering?

There will always be people who, for one reason or another, suffer from depression. But ignorance, neglect or rejection of Catholic teaching is making the situation much worse than it need be.


An editorial in the December issue of Alive

H/T Paul Duggan

Previously: This Transcript Saves Lives

31/5/2007. Weather picturesGo to sleep, sheeple.

Curing insomnia in people with depression could double their chance of a full recovery, scientists are reporting. The findings, based on an insomnia treatment that uses talk therapy rather than drugs, are the first to emerge from a series of closely watched studies of sleep and depression to be released in the coming year.

The new report affirms the results of a smaller pilot study, giving scientists confidence that the effects of the insomnia treatment are real. If the figures continue to hold up, the advance will be the most significant in the treatment of depression since the introduction of Prozac in 1987.

Sleep Therapy Seen as an Aid for Depression (Benedict Carey, New York Times)

Albert Gonzalez/Photocall Ireland